April 5th, 2013
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Top picture: Samantha Smith, at age 10, in 1983.

My novel You Are One of Them is loosely inspired by Samantha Smith (top picture, from 1983), a 10-year-old girl who became famous for writing a letter to Soviet Premier Yuri Andropov asking for peace. (This was during the Cold War, when so many people in the United States were afraid of nuclear war with the Russians.) Andropov wrote back (that’s his letter she’s holding in the photo) and invited Smith and her parents to visit the USSR in the summer of 1983. Smith was an international media darling until she died in a plane crash in 1985.

I didn’t know Samantha Smith. She was two years older than I am and she lived in Maine, not Washington, D.C., (where I grew up), but as a child, I followed her story with great interest. I related to her. I, too, was worried about nuclear war. If we’d met, we might have been friends. 

Bottom picture: Elliott Holt, age 9, in 1983.

November 5th, 2012
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In the past few years, I’ve thought often of the Marianne Faithfull song “The Ballad of Lucy Jordan”—“At the age of thirty-seven, she realized she’d never ride through Paris in a sports car, with the warm wind in her hair…”—and I’ve felt little pricks behind my eyes…because Marianne is right that the age of thirty-seven…is a time of reckoning, the time at which you have to acknowledge once and for all that your life has a shape and a horizon, that you’ll probably never be president, or a millionaire, and that if you’re a childless woman, you will quite possibly remain that way.
Claire Messud, The Woman Upstairs (forthcoming from Knopf in April 2013)
September 18th, 2012
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This year’s edition of The PEN/O. Henry Prize stories is exceptional. Yiyun Li’s “Kindness,” Jim Shepard’s “Boys Town,” Anthony Doerr’s “The Deep,” Alice Munro’s “Corrie” are among the masterpieces (and I don’t use that word lightly) in this book.

August 19th, 2012
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heavenhillgirl:

Stanley Kubrick’s personal copy of “The Shining”

“The Shining” is one of my favorite movies. Kubrick was the best.

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August 19th, 2012
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August 19th, 2012
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July 18th, 2012
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Back in April, I was honored to escort Caitlin Horrocks at the One Story Literary Debutante Ball because she’s a genius writer and she’s my friend. (We met when we were Scholars at the Sewanee Writers’ Conference in 2009.) But let’s be clear: I was filling in for the established writer who was her mentor. I don’t pretend to have taught Caitlin anything!

Note: I used to work for One Story.
July 17th, 2012
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thetinhouse:

D.A. Powell’s reading at the Tin House’s annual Writer’s Workshop, 2012

I was there in Portland, soaking up D.A. Powell’s words and humanity. He’s a beautiful person.

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July 16th, 2012
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My July poem

I neglected to post the poem I’ve been reading every day this month. It’s by Mary Jo Bang:

You Were You Are Elegy
Fragile like a child is fragile.
Destined not to be forever.
Destined to become other
To mother. Here I am
Sitting on a chair, thinking
About you. Thinking
About how it was
To talk to you.
How sometimes it was wonderful
And sometimes it was awful.
How drugs when drugs were
Undid the good almost entirely
But not entirely
Because good could always be seen
Glimmering like lame glimmers
In the window of a shop
Called Beautiful
Things Never Last Forever.
I loved you. I love you. You were.
And you are. Life is experience.
It’s all so simple. Experience is
The chair we sit on.
The sitting. The thinking
Of you where you are a blank
To be filled
In by missing. I loved you.
I love you like I love
All beautiful things.
True beauty is truly seldom.
You were. You are
In May. May now is looking onto
The June that is coming up.
This is how I measure
The year. Everything Was My Fault
Has been the theme of the song
I’ve been singing,
Even when you’ve told me to quiet.
I haven’t been quiet.
I’ve been crying. I think you
Have forgiven me. You keep
Putting your hand on my shoulder
When I’m crying.
Thank you for that. And
For the ineffable sense
Of continuance. You were. You are
The brightest thing in the shop window
And the most beautiful seldom I ever saw.

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I'm a fiction writer. My first novel YOU ARE ONE OF THEM will be published by The Penguin Press on May 30, 2013. My short stories have been published in The Pushcart Prize XXXV (2011 anthology) and other places. I grew up in Washington, D.C., and have lived in many cities (Moscow, London, Amsterdam, San Francisco, and New York). http://elliottholt.com/

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